It's been a hell of a day and I'm in a hell of a mood. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost. Or stuck. Or dying, something i just don't know what. Complaining doesn't work. Pretending to be happy doesn't work. Thinking about other things doesn't work. Feeling sorry for myself doesn't work. Finding a hobby doesn't work. Trying to explain myself to others doesn't work. I'm so tired of trying to fix everything that fell apart. But I think that if I don't, no one will. So what's a girl to do? Cry. And so that's what I'll do.