I'm starting to forget things. Not dumb stuff like who wrote some book or who won the American Revolution (haha, just kidding) but stuff that's even more important to that. Like who took me to see I Know What You Did Last Summer when it first came out. Or where was my first kiss. Or who was my best friend when I was 9.

The sad thing is, I can look up the author of a book or the outcome of a war, but things like that... I'll never know again.

On the other side of that, I started forgetting when I have things to do. I always remember "oh, it's Thursday afternoon. I can't eat dinner at home tonight because I'm supposed to do something" but I can never remember what. Or I forget my friend's favorite color or food or something. It makes me sad, especially when I forget stuff about friends, because it seems like I don't care. I do, I guess I'm just not eating the right foods. Don't prunes make your memory better? Or maybe I'm just getting Alzheimers earlier than usual, because I used to hand out with Nana and Grandad so much.

Oh and I just remembered I don't know how I can go to sunrise service with Nana like I do every year if I have to be at church at 7:30, and that makes me sad too. But even through all those sad thoughts, I'm still having a good day. Becuase tomorrow is the blood drive, so I don't have to go to German, and that makes me happy, and then Friday is the start of a Diana-filled 4 day weekend, which also makes me happy. And so with that happy note, I'm going to go check the mail and see if Nick's very late birthday present has come yet.