How long can you go around faking your feelings, emotions, and thoughts? I, appearantly, can only go a few weeks before it all blows up and I just can't take it any longer. I'm so ready for everything to end. Let it all be over and done with.

It's been less than a month, and I've already lost it. I just hate being fake! But I hate being unhappy. So I hate this. And yeah, I know hate is a strong word.

It's easier when your build your life around God, instead of friends because he doesn't move or go away or get too busy for you. Or change his mind. He's got your back, through thick and thin. And he's entertaining, too. I know. Jesus is my friend.

I love it when I read exactly what I need:

You will keep in perfect peace
him whose mind is steadfast,
because he trusts in you.
-Isaiah 26:3

I told you to build your life around him.