The Future

I've got big plans for my future, I just know it. As far as my future-future goes, I have no idea. I don't know what I want to do or where I want to go with my life, but as for next year, I have a crystal clear picture in my mind. Nails! See, the house next door and the house across the street are for sale. So when new people move in, theres going to be a boy our age, a girl our age, and little kids not our age. The boy will be the boy next door, my new boyfriend (he'll be lovely) and the girl will be my best friend, because of the convinence of it all. Yes, she'll be lovely too, just not the same kind of lovely. Oh, but if she is very lovely, Martin calls dibs. Sorry guys. Anyways, then the little kids are going to be out of diapers, but young enough to need a baby sitter (me, of course!) I now have a new boyfriend, a new bestfriend, and a steady source of income. I'm set for life! How exciting!

Since we're talking about the future, I just want everyone to know that I know how to not die if I'm kidnapped and stuffed in a trunk. See, you pull out all the wires you can, and then the tail lights will be disconnected and the guy will get pulled over by the cops and it'll all be good. Plus I bet if you got kidnapped then got away because you were smart, someone would write an article about you. You'd be famous, AND alive. Then you'll have a future. And I've stayed on topic for 15 minutes!

Now let's talk about my dream. I had a dream that I was in the on the couch when my boyfriend. Not a real person, no one we know, just my boyfriend in my dream. And he reached over and held my hand, and my parents and brother walked in. So the boy left. Then I was in the kitchen with the man I loved. Not anyone we know, not a real person, just the man I loved in my dream. And no, I'm not a player, I was older here, and so is the guy. And he had just put a ring on my finger and he was telling me he loved me, and my parents came in. My mom drove him home while I stayed with my dad and he lectured me, and when my mother came back she said "no, he wasn't proposing to you." Then she tried to calm down my dad, saying that he said he loved her when he was my age. I think what my dream is trying to tell me is that my parents are going to keep in my personal life and ruin it for forever. That's sad. So I'll have the boy next door but only when my parents aren't around. Some future.